What a stupid day.
No, that's pretty much it.
Arguing about nothing.
Fighting about nothing.
Telling everything for nothing.
Things are going to change, and I don't know. Fear the unknown, right?
That isn't like me.
I haven't been like me lately.
Corrected by a 17 year old, what the hell...?
Why can't I listen to my own wisdom? I have to hear it from someone that I shared it with?
Tomorrow is a new day, right?
Don't tell me to just let things lie, that won't happen, never does/has/will work.
It will pass, but it needs to pass, not be dropped and forgotten.
I have it forever, you know.
I will always have that moment, to know forever when things changed, and likely not for the better.
And if they do get better, if hopes are fulfilled...? What then? Shall I feel eternally selfish and greedy for it?
I get what I want, but at what cost?
Nothing will change, save the typical awkwardness as always is present and the slow fading away.
It will pass, as all things do, and I will fade, again A_Shadow lost for time.
Don't stop me, don't try anymore then I should try to change you.
Everything will pass and nothing matters until the end, when you will have to cache in your chips, win or lose.
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